Friday, August 25, 2006
1st of all, today marks the start of the exams. Damn damn damn..... stressful. I am on the verge of breaking down(or i've broken down liao?) Having insufficient sleep, late nites, insomnia etc....
Today was biochem paper. I expected it to be tough but it turned out the otherwise.. =)
The paper was pretty straightforward and easy... but then im not confident in doing well for this paper though.. Didnt have all the points written correctly and lost quite a few marks here and there... so im predicting it will be juz a borderline pass... Yeah, quite expected de la... coz my biochem always having juz-pass marks de... Anyway, i am glad that the biochem paper, which is 1 of my most-hated subjects, is finally over. So it is time to delete all the biochem stuff in my hard-drive.. So, 1 down and 4 more to go.
Have to keep the momentum going to do well for the other subjects... but seems like im kinda slacking rite now... coz going to play dota liao.. haha! Anyway, nothing much to say liao...
5:56 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
The clock is ticking every second.... And this is how fast time passes... Now with only 4 more days to the 1st paper... which is BIOCHEM! And this paper is good enough to kill me liao.. sianz..
Havent been feeling well since yesterday, coz had a fever last nite, but nevertheless, i stilled mugged until midnite.. Then woke up today with a dizzy mind with slight headaches.. In the day, i was still running with a bit of fever.. Then dun really have the mood to study coz wadeva i studied also couldnt be absorbed... but no choice, forced myself to do it.
I guess im feeling slightly better now... still gonna mug anyway... gtg...
9:59 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Argg!!! No more time left!! Now, it's only left with 6 more days to mug. The pressure had been increasing tremendously since weeks ago. And i havent even finished my revision.... Wad the hell la! The lectures this week were being used to do some revision.... and in the end i realized that i had forgotten most of my work.... This means that i got tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of work to cathc up wif..... especially biochem and HAP.
Im now on the brink of giving up hope on my biochem and HAP liao la... All my tests on these 2 subjects were like "fantastic"... Only on the border-line passing mark. Haiz... dunno how also.. I think my hopes for my goal are completely dashed...
Now, with all the mugging everyday, im close to breaking down, both physically and mentally. I really find that time is completely insufficient for me now.... Only 24hrs a day.... And time is ticking away by the minute... Even though i started my revision early and tried to be consistent, it seems like it doesnt really work at all. It is as though im doing my last minute revision....
Lost as i am, really dunno wad to do.... Sianz...
11:51 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
It had been quite a while since i have updated...
Yesterday
Went out in the late afternoon after finishing 1 DOTA game to meet kc, nic, xin er and lee phin @ PS. Reached there around 5.30pm, and i searched high and low for action city, coz i had forgotten that it's located at B1.... =.=
After taking some neoprints and buying stuffs, we went to marina bay to meet peng ghee for dinner.. All the way to marina south, we were like packed sardines in the train and on the bus...
When we reached there, everywhere was packed wif people, so we decided to have dinner later... so when off to play house of the dead 4 wif kc..... i super noob la... died within minutes... =.=
After playing, we then settled down for steamboat. Not long later, the fireworks started and we were like leaving the food unattended.. haha.. and the fireworks lasted only 10min lor....
We took plenty of food but surprisingly, i was still very hungry after the meal.... Then they say i was possessed by "u-know-wad"... Diaoz... We left the place @ 11+ and we walked all the way to the mrt station... Rushed for the last train and later i realised that the NEL's last train had left.. So took the train to AMK then took a cab home...
Then, nothing much to blog abt for today... Need to chiong my tutorials, esp HAP.
When i listened to 'Welcome To My Life', i realised that the lyrics somehow or rather describing my life.... hmm.... interesting.
Song of the day: Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
Chorus:
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
[Chorus]
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
[Chorus] x2
Taken from: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/simpleplan/welcometomylife.html
6:30 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Woke up 9+ relunctantly, as i was still in my dreamland... Really very tired as i slept @ 2am this morning. Went to bukit batok for breakfast and a haircut.... Then kc asked me to go and study @ his place.... I was in a dilemma coz wee sing asked me to play pool yesterday and i agreed liao, but i chosed to go and study coz studying is my main priority... Sry arh...
Went to kc's house, which is in amk, and i was the 1st person there..haha.. Not long later, xin er and lee phin arrived.... Finished up my OC and later ended up playing abit of dota... -.-
We were also made fugitives too....Lol!
After studying, we went down town for dinner... Had subway but not filling... coz i shared wif kc the 1 foot sandwich... then realised that it wasnt sufficient for us... After dinner went to x-zone at the atrium. I met joel there, and for the same reason, he went there to play his initial D. Long time no see liao, so catch up abit. We wanted to play house of the dead 4, or TC4, but in the end cant play coz too many pplz playing le.... Somemore mostly pros playing de....sianz diao. So, kc and i played TC3..... -.-
Left the arcade at about 8++, coz kc need to go to meet "someone"... So we all left for home lor..
Now need to chiong my biochem tutorial liao... Gtg...
11:27 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Yesterday
As usual, on fridays, we had a long day of lectures. After sch, kc, nic, xin er, lee phin and i went to find paul to discuss something. After that, we were intending to go for dinner, so we invited paul along too. And in the end he decided to go sushi teh for dinner.
Travelled to orchard by 518 and the journey took quite a while coz of heavy traffic.... coz it was after office hours le. When we reached there, had to wait again, like last week, coz the place was full house. After abt 15min of waiting, we ordered some sushi, udon, ramen, rice etc..... Then once again, lots of jokes were cracked. We were all laughing our heads off. Lol. KC and nic can make a good duo in cracking jokes le.
This meal was on paul and we joked that next wk's meal should be on xin er, as it is her bdae next wk. After dinner, paul went off to find his girlfriend, while we made our way to dhoby gaut. We went to zone-x in atrium, and kc n nic played house of the dead 4. I didnt play coz no $$. Haha. After playing some games, we all headed back home.
Today
Woke up early this morning as i was meeting kc and lee phin for some shopping. Met them @ city hall @ 12+, and i was late...(sry) Shopped around city link and suntec.... Lee phin bought some stuffs and i got nothing to buy. Lol. Actually wanted to go to the national library to study de, but then i was tired, so ended up going home.. Stepped into the house for abt an hr and i was out for dinner wif my family....
Haiz... whole didnt study @ all... Should not let complacency and procrastination overrule me again. No way i will let this thing happen to me. I had learnt my mistake during the O lvls, and im not going to let history repeat itself. So im juz gonna pick up my books and keep the engine going.
Now we are only left wif 19 more days to the exams. Stress strESS STRESS....
12:37 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Hmm..... Nothing to blog about for today.
Anyway, juz got back 2 tests results today and my OC was better than i had expected. Gonna work hard for the upcoming OC test and the exams. And not forgetting my other subjects as well. Cannot afford to neglect my studies now, as the exams are only 23 more days! And everyone can feel that the stress is accumulating by the minute...
Gonna chiong my PIPC and OC le..... gtg..
12:06 AM