Saturday, October 25, 2008
It has been a long time since I blogged le, as you can see when's the previous post. Been very busy to update, and all this work is seriously taking a toll on me. Working late has been a norm once again, and I don't like it la.... So sianz lor.. And not forgetting, the issue has not been solved and it had been continuing for the past few weeks. Really very sian sia.. And my project got not much progress now, and I'm scared that I can't finish my project on time as the results aren't ideal too... haiz..
The project proposal's deadline is approaching and I barely started, while others had either completed or at the midst of doing it already. I can hardly find time to do and I'm still quite lost with all the information related to my project. This weekend is already fully filled with activities, and maybe, I'm left with Monday.. Haiz... when will I have enough time to relax and let my hair down??
Stop your sarcasm and criticism and improve your social and communication skills. Maybe you should take CSAS1 too.. and put yourself in others' shoes before you act that way. Do you think people will like it? Maybe u might not know it, but well, it does have an impact. A big one rather.
Anyway, on the brighter side, I had my 1st driving lesson today! Hahaha! And it's after work.. whoo! After so long, I finally get to learn driving. I could only blame myself for dragging too much time. Driving is really fun and addictive, and I can't wait for the next lesson man.. Haha.. My instructor's really kind and patient with me, and he's really a nice person. Although I made quite a number of mistakes due to my kan chiong-ness, he would still teach and correct me patiently. Thanks man. I hope I can meet him in my future lessons or I can get such good instructors in future.. haha..
Gotta wake up early tomorrow as there is a SVA conference to attend for the next 2 days. I seriously need my sleep.
12:57 AM
Friday, October 03, 2008
SIP is seriously taking a toll on me, be it physically or mentally. I'm seriously sick of this. Yesterday, I left the place at 9pm! Crap man! And that was the latest I had worked within these 4 weeks so far. On the average, I practically ended at around 7+ to 8pm, way after working hours man.. I might have done things slowly, as I wasn't sure of doing them as I didn't know whether was I doing correctly or not. When I needed assistance, he was away many times and hence, I had to wait till he returned to ask, causing delays... and at times, the humiliation, when I didn't do the proper way..
Ending work late really caused a huge chain of reactions. Ending late means reaching home late, which means having late dinners, leading to settling down to start work late, which means lesser time to do work and sleeping late, resulting in lack of sleep everyday. And this is what I had been going through for the past few weeks. Having late dinners every night, doing reports till late in the night, and serious lack of sleep.. There isn't any time for me to do my research on my project, and I haven't start on my project synopsis, which is due next Friday, and my project proposal, which is due next month. And worse still, I don't really understand my project, so I don't know how to start either..
Seriously, I'm lacking a life now.. Got tonnes of work to do as they keep piling up. I'm very scared and worried about my project synopsis, as the submission is next week, and I haven't even touch it... The proposal is the next big headache... haiz...
I wonder how am I able to sustain for the next 16 weeks...?
10:29 PM