Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Finally, CSAS is over! Haha! Presentation is over! But....... I dun think I did well today, although Nic, Ivan and Lee Phin told me so, as I knew my words were somehow muffled and I stammered most of the time.. Well, its over anyway! Haha!
Still got another oral presentation to go, which is Sociology, and it will be 2 weeks later...
Anyway, I am still left with only 24 more days to the semestral exams.. Im so dead, coz I havent studied yet and my doubts over certain subjects are continuously piling up... I guess most people would have already started their revision... I envied my friends from other polys, coz they are having their papers earlier, which also means that their holidays would also be earlier... I really need a break to rest this overexerted brain of mine.
Feeling so tired now... juz wanna sleep, but there are still many things waiting for me to do... *sigh*
7:20 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
*Heaved a sigh of relief*
Finally, this entire week of mental torture is over! After 7 tests in a row for 5 days, it is more than enough. Bmic, HPI, Cell Bio, CSAS, Sociology.... you name it...
I guess the main killer paper was Sociology, as it was freaking tough... I had a hard time trying to remember the concepts and theories and I wasnt sure how to apply them in the qns... So sianz... I think this paper would be a goner...
I had the last papers on HPI today. Though they werent tough, but quite tricky... All i can do now is to hope I can do well.
What a stress-filled week! I am really so deprived of sleep, with juz catching 4-5 hrs of sleep everyday, and going to sch like a zombie... dozing of during lessons and tried to stay focus but to no avail... Haiz....
I am now going to distress abit.... bye...
10:26 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
All these workload had started to take a toll on me, which caused my health to be affected. I returned from school last night to find out that i was running with a fever. I guessed this was mainly caused by the late nights that I had for the past few months. I felt well when I woke up in the late morning, so I went out for pool with Edwin and Wee Sing. In the end, I came home with a fever again... haiz...
This is probably a sign showing that my body is starting to break down. I guess its all inevitable..
Next week, it will be the terror week as I will be having at least a test everyday (except on thurs) and tonnes of things need to be done. These include my creative writing assignment and the CSAS powerpoint. On top of these, I still need to do my revisions and I have not done any yet... Procrastinating again... *tsk* *tsk* *tsk*
*I think I got the answer...*
1:11 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I am feeling very tired... really tired.... Physically and yes, especially mentally! I really wished I could juz have a long sleep or rest.... As long as I want...
I am really tired with all those problems, be it big or small, important or not.
Anyway, thx to nic for what u had said the other day.
Argg... I really need a break from all these.
ZZzzzZz... zzZZZzzz....
12:06 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Im kinda having all sorts of weird feelings inside of me.. and this had been on-going for the past few weeks. Up till now, i still cant manage to figure out...
I had been pondering about many many things for the past few weeks, ranging from things that happened in the past, to the present and to what will happen in the future. And all these while, i was very confused with all the things that were taking place, and i have yet to find any answers..
Seriously, i couldnt find anyone whom i can really confide to, and i had been bottling many things up since dunno how long ago.. I am starting to let things go and try not to remember many things, but these cant be erased from my head at all. I guess sooner or later, things might juz get out of hand and everything inside of me would juz explode...
I am still feeling very confused now, and no matter how hard i tried, there is no answer to these feelings. Maybe, some people might understand this, but im pretty sure most people do not really understand. Sigh, i really dunno what to do...
*Hope you can help this confused fellow*
12:00 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Hmm.... many things had happened during the past few days, but i couldnt remember much la..
Firstly, i had gotten back the remaining 2 papers on mon n tues (except csas), n i guessed the results for these 2 subjects were probably more satisfactory than the previous 2. But............... dunno wad to say.....
Finished with creative writing lesson about 45 mins ago? Anyway, juz gotten back the results for all the previous assignments and they are really disappointing, but expected.. (What nonsense am i talking?) Jus had a sheer pass in my journals and plot-writing, and failed my presentation.. =.=" (Expected la huh?)
Now, juz waiting for time to pass to 6pm for sociology lecture.. SIGH.... havent touch on the sociology project which is due on next mon?! Oh man, dunno what to do also...
*Im so confused now, with so many things happening....*
5:07 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
It was just a big screw up! Darn... today wasnt a day for me at all..
Juz got back 2 papers today, which were maths and HPI. Only 2 words to describe: Damn disappointing. When i got back the papers, i saw the marks and ask myself "What the hell is this?" People are all improving and here i am, been hit real hard down the drain. And i really find that all the effort that had been put in had simply been washed down the drain, like a blink of an eye. Thats why i always do not believe in reaping what you sow.... coz that had never happened to me before.
And the grades i gotten for both papers were the same: D for dumbass. What is this man? Dammit!
Thats all i can say for now....
5:24 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
12:47 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
Goodbye to 2006. Hello 2007.
A new year is here once again, so wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year.
What's over is over. Nothing could be done to recover the past. Now all we can do is to cherish the present and the future. There are many wonderful memories for year 2006. From PAE in MJC to getting to know more people in TP. However, not forgetting there are also many things that had happened, which are best not to be remembered. I guess there are too many to be mentioned..
Anyway, just came back from a mini gathering at Jacinta's place. Had a fun time laughing at lame jokes (thanks to shawn, wayne, norman and yao yuan) and watching a couple of movies. Hmm.. im really very hungry now as i didnt eat much during dinner.. so gotta go to get some chow..
1:34 AM