Friday, December 22, 2006
Juz came back from the 6C's chalet last night. Supposed to be a 4D3N chalet and it turned out to be 3D2N, but went for 2D1N only...haha!
I went to join woon jeck and jie ming at pasir ris on wed noon at white sands to buy some grocery and food before heading down to the chalet in pasir ris park. Then i realised yao yuan was already there since 7am..lol! Played cards until around 4pm, and we rotted at the bbq pit, waiting for time to pass.. Waited until around 6+ then we started the fire, and not long later pauline came. We started the bbq session around 7 when jacinta, norman, zihao and melissa arrived. Supposed to have around 14 people coming but in the end the others juz "turned into pilots". We finished bbq-ing around 9.45pm and we went back to the apartment, and some watching tv, some chatting and some listening to ghost stories. After listening to the ghost stories, apparently jie ming and i got kinda freaked out and we were thinking of going home, instead of staying over... haha! The rest left at around 11pm and woon jeck, jie ming and i stayed over.... and juz the 3 of us lor... so sad.
We watched tv until the wee hours in the morning and then we went to sleep. But i couldnt get any sleep so i juz went out to the sofa and tried to sleep but cant either... So i simply laid there until 6am. Jie ming and woon jeck woke up later. We realised that we didnt keep the leftovers properly and they attracted ants. I juz ate a slice of leftover log cake while jie ming ate cup noodles again... I left for school to do the CSAS thing around 9am and i reached to school early, so i juz slept at the bench until the rest came, as i was too tired. Finished our CSAS powerpoint by noon and i went for lunch wif ivan, lee phin and stanley.
After lunch, i went to tamp mall to meet up wif jie ming, woon jeck and hsiang ling.. We continue chatting there and decided to go to safra for bowling, but ended up woon jeck and hsiang ling going for archery, and jie ming and i juz dozed off while waiting for them. Lol! After archery, we went to katong for bowling instead... Again i was dozing off in the bus.. WE juz played for a while before going home. I went home after dinner wif hsiang ling and i was simply dozing off in the bus.. and nearly missed the bus-stop. Haiz... i was really very tired after not able to sleep for 1 night. Played a bit of DOTA before going to sleep..
*Still feeling very tired right now*
2:35 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Another rain-filled day, which is why I hate wet weather, coz it really spoils everything. Im supposed to go to pasir ris today to meet jie ming and woon jeck for chalet, but in the end I didnt go coz of the stupid weather, which is so bad until I couldnt step out of the house at all. So I ended up staying at home all day long.. with nothing to do except watching tv and playing XBox... Lol! Anyway, I will be going to the chalet tmr.. coz this chalet is supposed to be a gathering for the fellow 6C classmates, and we havent met for a long time le...
Haiz... there are many things in mind to do, but I simply do not have the mood to do.. Why? Even I myself also do not have the answer... *sigh*
Im supposed to be doing my creative writing's journals now, but in the end Im here blogging and reading blogs... I guess I got to go to do the journals.. and catch some sleep before waking up later in the morning to catch the Arsenal vs Liverpool match... haha...
See ya...
It has been a long time since we last chatted...
12:43 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Yay!! The term test is finally over! And it is time to take a break and have some (and i mean only some) fun. Really need my sleep badly and this break could be a good time for me to recuperate.
Anyway, this break wont be that relaxing too. I've got my projects to do, and they are creative writing, CSAS, and sociology... haiz... havent touch on anyone of them yet..
On top of all these work, i have a gathering to attend too... haha going to have a chalet from 19-22, but i dun think i am able to stay throughout these 4 days..
Going to relax for the next few days before i chiong for the projects and revision.. btw, to those who still have papers tml or sat, all the best!
*Am i that unwelcomed?*
6:24 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
4 papers down, 1 more to go!
Haha.. finished with basic microbiology, maths stats, cell bio and csas, and now left with only HPI.. my weakest subject. No matter how much i tried to understand the circulatory physiology, i still dun see the link, as they dun really make much sense to me.... The only thing i can say now is good luck for me tml.
I dun think i am able to do well for this term test. I guess i really screwed up all my subjects, esp maths. I juz cant believe the kinda of stupid careless mistake i had done for the 1st qns... and that would probably cost me about 6marks..... there it goes.... Today's cell bio was fine, juz that im regurgitating wad i had learnt... and managed to forget impt things... Sianz!
Wad to do? Wad's done cant be undone now.. i guess i really need to do alot of catch-up work during this term break... I guess history had repeated again.... from what had happened to me last yr... PROCRASTINATION is the word.... I really do not want this to keep repeating but, this had overtaken me again....
*Why are u giving me a cold shoulder?*
7:04 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Time really flies. About 6 weeks had passed since the start of the new semester, and in the blink of an eye, I will be sitting for my term tests next week.
I am starting to have this sense of ‘guilt’ inside of me, as I had squandered my weekends away. Others would be busy preparing for the upcoming term tests, and there I was, relaxing and wasting my time away. Now, with such limited time left to study, I am starting to panic, as I had not really done a proper revision on my subjects yet. This was probably due to the fact that I did not know where to start, as I am now still facing some difficulties on the various subjects. I guess I am going to suffer the consequences of procrastination again, as what had happened during the “O” Level examinations.
Oh man, i simply just cant find the motivation to get down to work. *Sigh*
I hope someone can really help me get my motivation back....
*wish u can be there*
11:51 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
2 words to start this post: Deep Depression
The title says it all...
Really pissed with many things, and i guess the main thing now is my studies. Dun get what its going on for the past few days, and this is really taking a toll on me. Dun really care much now, juz wanna get out of here... and i wish i could do so...
People dun really know the real me, probably i dun really show bah. Coz i would normally hide feelings inside me and bottle everything up... It has already been part of me i guess. Guess no one bothers too, so why bother?
Juz gonna rot till the end of term break coz i also dunno what im studying, so.....
4:59 PM