Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Hmm.... today is 27 Sept 2006 and it marks my 17th birthday...
Yet, why am i even at home? Coz got nothing to do, nowhere to go etc etc....
I felt glad to realise that kevin and nicholas did sent their birthday wishes when i woke up.. haha.. coz i thought no1 would bother and remember this date... haha. Anyway, once again, thx for ur wishes and all the best for ur promos(to kevin and nic)!
Thinking back, almost every year i spent my birthday mugging..yea! Haha! Coz my birthday is always around the exams period. For example, my present for last year was amaths prelim paper from mr teoh...haha... Didnt do as well as expected... Wadeva it is, wads over is over...
Then this yr, i felt so strange coz there isnt any mugging to do... haiz... and worse still, rotting, no, fossilizing at home, coz the rotting process was already over.. *SIGH*
Stay bored for the next 3 wks or so..... and i would have already been a fossil by then.
11:08 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Haiz.... the holidays are taking a toll on me... know why? Coz i've got nothing to do... T_T
Simply bored to tears during every holiday. That's the main and only reason why I HATE HOLIDAYS!!! Holidays are supposed to the period to relax and enjoy, have fun etc etc, but thats not for me... Rather, its the period for me to rot to death at home. Why must the holidays last for 7 wks? Why cant it be only 7 days? I would be more than happy to have an extremely short break! =D Why? Why? Why?
I'm so envious of those jc pplz/friends as they are all mugging hard for their promos/A lvl. Now, during this torturous 7-wk break, i cant even mug coz there is nothing for me to mug at all, and now im so "wu shuo shi shi".... which i hated the most... *sob**sob* Really, i really think that i had committed the worst mistake in my life of transferring from a jc to a poly.. In jc, i can study chemistry, which is my fav, fav, fav subject.. but now in a poly, no more chem liao! Wad crap!
Really missed the moments during my 1st 2-mths in mjc. Mugging, crapping, joking, laughing, bowling sessions... and the most memorable time was during the OGL training and preparing for the 2nd orientation. We, OGLs, worked very hard to make the 2nd orientation a success.. Miss all the fellow sargas-ians.. Sargas rulez!! Haha!
How i wished i could turn back time... haiz.... wish me luck.. gonna suffer for another 2.5 yrs in poly... studying bio all the way.... -.-
1:44 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Juz came back from siloso today.... after spending a whole day there.
Met up wif kc, nic, xin er, nicolle and jia hui at harbourfront at 11am before having lunch... Then we reached sentosa at about 12.30pm?? Headed straight to siloso and it was scorching hot there.. We simply lazed around there, suntanning and swimming except me n nicolle(as she went to find her friends at tanjong beach, and i cant swim coz of my surgical wound...).
Then now, ended up roasted. Sunburnt at the shoulders and the arms... And nic was the special 1, as he became rudolph coz his nose turned very red.. lol..
So we left sentosa at about 7pm and nic and i went for dinner while the rest headed home..
Btw, i got to know that i wasnt selected to be in the sub-comm of ASc... haiz.... really disappointed wif myself.. juz gotta blame myself for being dumb, stupid etc.... So, all hopes are lost le lor.... sianz... sianz sianz... So, juz gonna waste the whole of next sem without a cca again, and ends up wasting the whole yr... =(
9:51 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hmm.... Wad am i doing now?
Practically nothing...
Why?
I dunno... coz there isnt anything to do...
How to solve this problem?
Let me rot to death.
And the cycle goes on....
Some kind soul plz save me....
2:14 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Hmm.... Juz came back from SGH... Juz finished an op... haiz...
Went to SGH in the morning for some minor op. Spent dunno how long waiting for a procedure that took place for only 1/2 hr. Haiz.. got 2 wks MC.. lolz..
1) Have to abstain from various kinds of food
2) No vigourous exercise for abt 2 wks
3) Rot at home for these 2 wks...
Haiz... dunno wad to do now also... juz simply let me rot to death bah.. At home also nothing to do, coz the only thing i can do is juz face the com and i will die if i do that for more than 2hrs...
Someone plz help me!!
4:46 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
IM BACK FROM CAMP!!!
Haha.. Back from the leadership training camp organised by ASc... really had a wonderful and meaningful time over the 3 days...
When camp started on fri evening, it was all abt briefings and ice-breaking... Then couldnt get to sleep... as the aircon in the classroom was kinda warm and the whole classroom was very noisy with ppl talking.... And when i was abt to sleep @ 3.30am, someone came in and turned on the lights and woke us all up... to do morning PT! Doing PT at 3.30am!! Ran around the poly and got scolded by engineering sch there the ppl... for shouting cheers as we ran.. After that, continued to play more team-building games...
Had a briefing for community service that we were going to do... and my grp was allocated to bukit merah. Really enjoyed my time wif my teammates as all were very friendly..
When we reached the place, we were supposed to cover 2 households.. but we couldnt get to start work wif 1 of them as there were some inconvenience.. so concentrated on the other household. The moment i stepped into the 3-rm flat, i was shocked to see the kind of environment they were living in. The house was practically empty and untidy. So we spent the 4 hrs cleaning up the house while some guys went to fix up the shelf that the family had bought. Time passed, and it was time to go... but we hadnt finish, so we had to leave the rest for the next day(this community service project lasted 2 days). While waiting for the bus to go to changi, the grp discussed abt the proposal that had to be written.. but my stupid brain of mine couldnt think of anything.. haiz...
Reached changi at 4++ and pitched the tents there. Not long later, it started to have a heavy downpour... as the tent im supposed to be in was not pitched properly, it nearly collasped and the tent collected a 'reservoir' of water... All the bags in the tent were soaked... most of my belongings were soaked such as socks, clothings and my mp3 player!!! I was stunned for a moment and i regretted not putting it into another zip-lock bag... I was really sad as its lifespan was being reduced by the rain... *cries*
Continued to play team-building games before jogging to changi village for our dinner.. After dinner, we had our nite walk and the venue were the old changi hospital and old commando barracks.. I was in a grp wif adelyn and liwei.. and our 1st venue was the old changi hospital.. It was very dark and the moment we entered the place, it was enough to give us goosebumps.. At a point of time, we were distracted by a grp of pplz who came and talked to us.... and we nearly entered 1 of the places which we werent supposed to enter.. Luckily we were directed back to track by mr tan, and we were scolded by him for talking to strangers. So we learnt our lesson: Never talk to strangers! Haha!
After the old changi hospital trip was the old commado barracks. It was nothing scary as it was simply walking up the trail... After the nite walk, adelyn, liwei, stanley, nic, terence and i were among the few who walked all the way back to the campsite and the rest got a lift from mr wallace.... -.-"
After bath, i didnt intend to sleep de. So i juz joined some pplz in their conversation+playing of truth or dare.. But in midway, i was sleepy and i decided to slp, and it was 3-something... I simply grabbed my sleeping bag and laid it outside the tent and slept as there isnt sufficient space in the tent.. Woke up the next morning ard 6+ shivering... Coz it was damn cold to slp outside..haha! After breakfast, we went back to bukit merah to continue wad we hadnt finished. And we realized that we were really short of time to get things done. In the end, we rushed through many things such as buying of rations and sending them to the owners. Luckily we managed to finish them on time. After that, we went back to sch for our debrief. I like the speech made by mr wallace, commenting abt community service. It really knocked my senses.
There are many things i had learnt in this camp and didnt have any regrets. While doing the community service project, I really pitied the family for living in such an environment, and the children couldnt live in a healthy environment too. I, too, made many friends during this camp and i like my team-- THE BUKIT MERAH VIEWERS! Really hoping that i can get into the sub-comm of the ASc as i want to learn new things and gain experiences...
12:18 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
It has been a few days since i had blogged... so gonna update abit...
Yesterday
Went out to east coast to celebrate adelyn's birthday... even though her birthday falls on sat... and since some pplz are not free on sat, we decided to celebrate it earlier(better than belated).
Evonne and sherry went to her house in the morning to give her a surprise before meeting us at east coast. Found out that only ivan, kc, peng ghee, xin er, lee phin and desmond showed up.. We walked to east coast's mac and ate the pie that was made by sherry and evonne before heading to the beach. Poor adelyn, being bullied by desmond, ivan and peng ghee... and tossed into the sea somemore.... haiz... poor thing.. (i wont be leaving my home on my birthday le..)
After all the "bullying", adelyn, des, evonne and i went blading while peng ghee went to cycle. And the rest juz stayed at the beach. After 2 hrs later, des and evonne went off 1st and we juz slacked at the beach... We even made a sculpture on the beach... haha!! We left east coast at abt 7.30pm and went to PP for dinner.... Then on the way home, i was having a terrible migraine.. and i forgot to bring panadol somemore... so endured the pain until i reached home... Then after bathing, i juz fell asleep le.
Today
Went to compass point to meet up wif kc, lee phin, ivan and nic to go to jia hui's place to do the StompAids project. Luckily, we managed to finish almost everything that we need to include in our proposal..
After that, went to CP and followed them to timezone as they wanted to play house of the dead 4 but didnt play, coz got pplz playing there, as usual... So they went for dinner while i went home for mine... So now, going to play abit of dota before packing up for the LTC tml... Cya.
8:55 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Hmm... As the exams are over le, i should be relaxed and happy about it, but i have this queasy feeling inside of me... perhaps it's the post-exam syndrome.. haha. The feeling is odd as all of a sudden, i do not need to study. Maybe mugging has always been part of my life, and without it now, i feel that something is missing.... I just have the urge to grab a book and read, or continue to study... but there isnt anything to study lor.... So sianz... Somemore now i always have this 'sianz sianz' kinda feeling.... coz there's nothing for me to do... haha...
Haiz... also dunno wad to do.... Still got 7 more weeks of break lor.... wad the hell la.... Thats the main reason why i simply HATE( and i really mean HATE) holidays and stuff like that. So crappy la... Cant we juz study all the way..?
Anyway, im juz a person in a no-man's land.... so used to this kinda of lifestyle le... wad to do... This is the harsh reality..... wadeva....
11:38 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
YES!!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! Feeling so relaxed now... after months of mugging, i can finally conclude that the 1st sem is over..... but... from next sem onwards, no more OC, PIPC but got maths stats 2 and stupid biochem!!! Sianz.... Hate biochem to the core... somemore no more chemistry liao, all bio....sianz.... unless i opt to pharmaceutical science... hmmm..... see how bah.
Anyway, yesterday was the last paper, which was my favourite OC. Dunno why i simply like OC alot. The paper was relatively ok, but tricky.. haha.. Luckily i managed to do it.. Now i all can do is to await for the release of the results next week lor...
After the paper, nicholas, ivan, xin er they all and i went to centrepoint for a meeting-cum-lunch session... while the powerpuff gals, iceman(desmond) and peng ghee went to bugis.... After meeting, we, except ivan coz he went to help to prepare the bbq, went to dhoby ghaut to meet kc and played house of the dead, as usual....
After playing, we took a bus to east coast for our bbq session... when we reached there, most were there le. We juz joined in, but i didnt eat much coz no mood la.. dunno why, after exams le still feeling so moody.... I juz stayed around for a while then i went to stroll around alone as i wanted some peace and tranquility... and i went to take a peek in marine bowl... realised there was a tournament there too... watched a little then went back to the group.
Hung around there for a while and we left east coast park at around 11pm... and reached home at 12+....
Nothing much to write abt today... gtg liao.. coz going to play badminton....
4:03 PM