Friday, November 10, 2006
*SIGH...................*
What a good way to start this entry. There should be many more 'sighs' during this recent week.
Had this uni talk for the overseas uni yesterday and the local uni today. After listening to these talks by the various unis, i still prefered going to England to continue my education, as there has always been my dream place to study. BUT... its so expensive as the living expenses are so high... Well, might as well forget it, so juz aim for the Australia unis...
However, after today, i think i should juz give up the thought of entering a uni. Why? Coz i think i couldnt even make it to pass this semester's subjects.. haiz..
Today's lectures were completely alien to me, other than maths as i could still struggle through. Cell biology and HPI, forget it man! For the past few lectures of cell biology, most of the time i was sitting there having no clue of whats going on. Bound to fail this subject for the tests, term test and exams.. Then, it was HPI's turn. This is the 1st time i sat there with my mind completely blank of what was being taught. Although ms chew explained to us about the lecture, i was still as blur as ever. Got no clue of what it was. Everything. I dunno why my mind wasnt working at all for the whole of today.. I couldnt even focus too..
Haiz... perhaps i juz couldnt cope with bio so might be in the wrong course.. Seriously need help for this semester or i could juz repeat the entire semester next yr... Haiz... juz see how things go..
What a good way to start this entry. There should be many more 'sighs' during this recent week.
Had this uni talk for the overseas uni yesterday and the local uni today. After listening to these talks by the various unis, i still prefered going to England to continue my education, as there has always been my dream place to study. BUT... its so expensive as the living expenses are so high... Well, might as well forget it, so juz aim for the Australia unis...
However, after today, i think i should juz give up the thought of entering a uni. Why? Coz i think i couldnt even make it to pass this semester's subjects.. haiz..
Today's lectures were completely alien to me, other than maths as i could still struggle through. Cell biology and HPI, forget it man! For the past few lectures of cell biology, most of the time i was sitting there having no clue of whats going on. Bound to fail this subject for the tests, term test and exams.. Then, it was HPI's turn. This is the 1st time i sat there with my mind completely blank of what was being taught. Although ms chew explained to us about the lecture, i was still as blur as ever. Got no clue of what it was. Everything. I dunno why my mind wasnt working at all for the whole of today.. I couldnt even focus too..
Haiz... perhaps i juz couldnt cope with bio so might be in the wrong course.. Seriously need help for this semester or i could juz repeat the entire semester next yr... Haiz... juz see how things go..
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