Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Looking back at those old pictures in my computer, which include all those taken from sec school and JC, lots of memories came flooding in.. once again. Then, when I saw her in some of the pictures, a mix of feelings flooded my heart. Regrets, sense of loss, loneliness etc etc, because some of the them are undescribable in words.
I really regretted letting her slipped away a couple of years back, and I think what's done could not be undone anymore. I know it was my fault in the 1st place, by not having the courage to tell her. There are some more stuffs which I won't elaborate here, because I really felt bad about it. For some people, they probably know who she is.
It will be a lonely Christmas again for me this year, as there wasn't any soul to be here with me, and others are probably busy with their things too. Family members are out shopping and here I'm alone at home. And, I'm sick! =( Sianz... sick in the holiday season... Well, it will always be a lonely Christmas for me, in the past, present or the future..
Missing her, as she remains irreplaceable in my heart. Once again, my heart is filled with regrets..
I really regretted letting her slipped away a couple of years back, and I think what's done could not be undone anymore. I know it was my fault in the 1st place, by not having the courage to tell her. There are some more stuffs which I won't elaborate here, because I really felt bad about it. For some people, they probably know who she is.
It will be a lonely Christmas again for me this year, as there wasn't any soul to be here with me, and others are probably busy with their things too. Family members are out shopping and here I'm alone at home. And, I'm sick! =( Sianz... sick in the holiday season... Well, it will always be a lonely Christmas for me, in the past, present or the future..
Missing her, as she remains irreplaceable in my heart. Once again, my heart is filled with regrets..
2:05 PM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Had a meeting with fellow MJC close friends on Thurs.. as a mini gathering and also, to celebrate Nic's birthday.. And our group comprised of Fang Lu, Kevin, Daron, Nic and I... Haha...
We went to Kallang Leisure Park in noon and in the end, we went to KBox.. lol! Coz ice-skating was too expensive.. K-ed until 7, and Daron left early, Nic went to church, and Kevin, Fang Lu and I went to Tampines. After dinner, we went seperate ways. Daron is the earliest to go to NS, which is next week, coz he got selected for Commandos.. Followed by Kevin, then Nic... Hope we can meet up when everyone is free again..
Had ASc's Year End Party on Fri, and well, I got nothing much to say about it... Shall not comment anything...
Yesterday was our class' Christmas Party held at Sherry's place, and spent the night watching movies.. haha.. Then, we were supposed to go to chill out somewhere, but it was too late and there wasn't any transport back home... So, some of us left for home, while the rest went to town to catch a movie...
Haiz... holidays are ending soon. To be exact, it's left with 1 more week.. and none of us started to do our freehand drawing.. LOL! Sianz man! Don't wanna draw also must draw.... Sianz!
We went to Kallang Leisure Park in noon and in the end, we went to KBox.. lol! Coz ice-skating was too expensive.. K-ed until 7, and Daron left early, Nic went to church, and Kevin, Fang Lu and I went to Tampines. After dinner, we went seperate ways. Daron is the earliest to go to NS, which is next week, coz he got selected for Commandos.. Followed by Kevin, then Nic... Hope we can meet up when everyone is free again..
Had ASc's Year End Party on Fri, and well, I got nothing much to say about it... Shall not comment anything...
Yesterday was our class' Christmas Party held at Sherry's place, and spent the night watching movies.. haha.. Then, we were supposed to go to chill out somewhere, but it was too late and there wasn't any transport back home... So, some of us left for home, while the rest went to town to catch a movie...
Haiz... holidays are ending soon. To be exact, it's left with 1 more week.. and none of us started to do our freehand drawing.. LOL! Sianz man! Don't wanna draw also must draw.... Sianz!
1:00 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Just came back from Kuala Lumpur yesterday night, and it was really tiring... I'm still feeling very tired now... lol. I slept an average of 5 hours a day only... and I could hardly catch any sleep in the bus at all..
Marcus and Bro singing
The personal toilet. So cool
Of course, in KL, most of the time was spent on shopping, shopping and more shopping. In total, I bought 3 T-shirts, 1 pair of jeans, a belt and a pair of bermudas.. Oh man! I seriously had overspent too much on this trip... sianz... and I had to shelve my plans of buying a PSP for the moment... Haix...
My cousins, bro and I went to Red Box Plus Karaoke (which is almost like KBox) and the pricing was cheap! It was SGD8++ per person, which included a meal, buffet dessert and free flow of drinks!! Furthurmore, all the songs there were super updated! Almost every song you can find on MTV could be found there! Haha! Wah... It was super worth it man! To add on, the seats were leather-made with a pub-like table, AND, there was a PERSONAL TOILET in every room!!!!It was super incomparable to KBox!!
We went to Eye of Malaysia, which was a ferris wheel, but the view wasn't that spectacular. I bet Singapore's will be a much better one. Haha.. Not forgetting the Skybridge of the Petronas Twin Towers...
Eye of Malaysia
Eye of Malaysia
Marcus
Me
In the Pavilion
In Red Box Plus Karaoke
Marcus and Bro singingThe personal toilet. So cool
10:44 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Term Test is finally over!!!! Finally, it's time for a short break, and a good time for some rest! The term test was really energy draining, and you can imagine that the semestral exams will be worse. Anyway, for this time round, things don't look good for me, as I practically screwed up Animal Health & Diseases, Animal Care & Management and Molecular Biology.... especially MBio... SIANZ la! I could not even remember what I had mugged previously and I didn't know my facts well.. haix.. Don't care liao la, coz what's over is already over... and these 3 subjects are predicted to be D-in-the-making... Help man!
Today's Mammalian Cell Tech was ok... and this was my most confident paper amongst all! Biology really sux man! Wished I didn't take this stupid course in the 1st place, and should have stayed in the A levels..
Gonna leave Singapore tomorrow morning to K.L... and will be back on Tuesday... Anyway, I will be packed for the whole of next week, so wanna work also can't work liao.. =(
Gotta go and sleep liao, coz need to wake up early tomorrow..
Today's Mammalian Cell Tech was ok... and this was my most confident paper amongst all! Biology really sux man! Wished I didn't take this stupid course in the 1st place, and should have stayed in the A levels..
Gonna leave Singapore tomorrow morning to K.L... and will be back on Tuesday... Anyway, I will be packed for the whole of next week, so wanna work also can't work liao.. =(
Gotta go and sleep liao, coz need to wake up early tomorrow..
12:13 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
OK.... It had been a LONG LONG time since this place was last updated... Partly due to the VERY hectic lifestyle I'm facing now and there's nothing for me to update about.. lol... See, this place is completely dead man...
Ok.. Term tests are coming up.... and the 1st paper will start on MONDAY!!!! Which is 2 days later... and the paper is AHDis aka Animal Health & Diseases... sianz... zZzZzZzzzzZZZ.....
Havent finish studying any of the subjects, with all of them hanging here and there, and of course, memorizing is not done yet either...
Argg... I'm seriously facing a crisis of lack of time to mug... Obviously, there isn't any much time left.. Haiz...
Anyway, I saw her that day when I was on the way home.. I could only see her from the side and back view.. and seconds later, she was gone.... =( I could only blame myself for not being able to pluck up my courage to talk to her.. I guess I was to blame from the very start... all the way back to a couple of years back... I wished that I didn't make those stupid mistakes last time.. if so, perhaps, history would be changed.. Missing her...
Ok.. Term tests are coming up.... and the 1st paper will start on MONDAY!!!! Which is 2 days later... and the paper is AHDis aka Animal Health & Diseases... sianz... zZzZzZzzzzZZZ.....
Havent finish studying any of the subjects, with all of them hanging here and there, and of course, memorizing is not done yet either...
Argg... I'm seriously facing a crisis of lack of time to mug... Obviously, there isn't any much time left.. Haiz...
Anyway, I saw her that day when I was on the way home.. I could only see her from the side and back view.. and seconds later, she was gone.... =( I could only blame myself for not being able to pluck up my courage to talk to her.. I guess I was to blame from the very start... all the way back to a couple of years back... I wished that I didn't make those stupid mistakes last time.. if so, perhaps, history would be changed.. Missing her...
12:58 AM
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