Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Looking back at those old pictures in my computer, which include all those taken from sec school and JC, lots of memories came flooding in.. once again. Then, when I saw her in some of the pictures, a mix of feelings flooded my heart. Regrets, sense of loss, loneliness etc etc, because some of the them are undescribable in words.
I really regretted letting her slipped away a couple of years back, and I think what's done could not be undone anymore. I know it was my fault in the 1st place, by not having the courage to tell her. There are some more stuffs which I won't elaborate here, because I really felt bad about it. For some people, they probably know who she is.
It will be a lonely Christmas again for me this year, as there wasn't any soul to be here with me, and others are probably busy with their things too. Family members are out shopping and here I'm alone at home. And, I'm sick! =( Sianz... sick in the holiday season... Well, it will always be a lonely Christmas for me, in the past, present or the future..
Missing her, as she remains irreplaceable in my heart. Once again, my heart is filled with regrets..
I really regretted letting her slipped away a couple of years back, and I think what's done could not be undone anymore. I know it was my fault in the 1st place, by not having the courage to tell her. There are some more stuffs which I won't elaborate here, because I really felt bad about it. For some people, they probably know who she is.
It will be a lonely Christmas again for me this year, as there wasn't any soul to be here with me, and others are probably busy with their things too. Family members are out shopping and here I'm alone at home. And, I'm sick! =( Sianz... sick in the holiday season... Well, it will always be a lonely Christmas for me, in the past, present or the future..
Missing her, as she remains irreplaceable in my heart. Once again, my heart is filled with regrets..
2:05 PM
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