Saturday, September 20, 2008
My SIP had started for 2 weeks already.. OK.... didn't get what I had expected, coz I expected that I could do some animal-related research project there, but only to find out that I'm going to do on the genetics on Drosophila... =.= And it's on the somatic control on the female germline stem cell thing.. Everything sounded so chim to me la, and I don't understand anything.. I'm the only vet science student among the 10 of us who are attached there, and this makes me at a disadvantaged position, as I didn't learn what the biomolecular students learnt, about all the genetics stuff, except for MGen & MBio, which were my weakest subjects... ZZZZ..
I'm still kinda struggling with the work, protocols, theories and whatseoever that are related to my SIP and MP. Man... I don't think I'm really up to it, as genetics do bore me.. haiz... It's only 2 weeks, and I don't know how to survive for the next 18 weeks to come.. Anyway, everyday is like an OT day for me, as I always finished my work after office hours.. sianz.. and I was always the latest to leave (among the 10 of us). And, today was the latest, which was at 8.15pm or so. Walking out of NUS requires about 15 minutes of leisure walking. Lol. Took a bus to Vivo City and had my dinner alone, and went to shop around after that. I wanted to buy a pair of Nike sneakers just now, but I was contemplating whether to buy it or not. But in the end, I didn't buy it. Haha.. Reached home at 10+ pm, and this was like a routine to me.. sianz... Leaving TLL at 7+ and by the time I reached home its 8+, and after dinner and washing up, it would be close to 10pm already... haiz.. Where got time to relax? I haven't even start on my project proposal and synopsis. Coz I don't have the time and I don't know how to start...
It's getting late, and I'm feeling super sleepy now. I never had enough sleep since the start of SIP. SIP really drains me out...
I'm still kinda struggling with the work, protocols, theories and whatseoever that are related to my SIP and MP. Man... I don't think I'm really up to it, as genetics do bore me.. haiz... It's only 2 weeks, and I don't know how to survive for the next 18 weeks to come.. Anyway, everyday is like an OT day for me, as I always finished my work after office hours.. sianz.. and I was always the latest to leave (among the 10 of us). And, today was the latest, which was at 8.15pm or so. Walking out of NUS requires about 15 minutes of leisure walking. Lol. Took a bus to Vivo City and had my dinner alone, and went to shop around after that. I wanted to buy a pair of Nike sneakers just now, but I was contemplating whether to buy it or not. But in the end, I didn't buy it. Haha.. Reached home at 10+ pm, and this was like a routine to me.. sianz... Leaving TLL at 7+ and by the time I reached home its 8+, and after dinner and washing up, it would be close to 10pm already... haiz.. Where got time to relax? I haven't even start on my project proposal and synopsis. Coz I don't have the time and I don't know how to start...
It's getting late, and I'm feeling super sleepy now. I never had enough sleep since the start of SIP. SIP really drains me out...
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